I'm crazy. Whew glad I got that outa the way.
I've been trying to write in this thing for 20 minutes and I'll go off on a long tangent and realize how bizarro I sound so I delete delete delete till all the crazy is gone. Don't you wish you had a delete button in life? I do. I'm constantly saying mortifying things that end up replaying in my head a bazillion times. It is inevitable. I wish I had a delete. Maybe it's Gods way of keeping me humble. If it is I'd like to have a word with him when I get up there. I'm trying to think of an example.... I was meeting a friends friend (you know the situation... friend meets friend because the in between friend wants the whole group to be friends but usually it's awkward) and we start talking about dying (odd topic I know) and I say, "Wouldn't it be cool to go out in a totally unexpected manner, like a plane crash or a shark attack, instead of just a heart attach??". Um yah well little to my knowledge the friend's dad died in a plane crash...
serious.
My life it like this.
It's full of me and my feet.
why?
I try to think before I talk but still after 25 or so years it's still not working out for me.
Hopefully I would go out unexpectedly anytime soon so I can keep workin' on it...
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