Thursday, 14 May 2009

Home, Motherhood, and Brownies

I weirded myself out with my last post. CLEARLY on something (but nothing illegal... it's against my religion). Today is another day. I woke up to snow. The price I pay to live in the BEST PLACE ON EARTH. Seriously. (minus the snow of course). Okay so I woke up this morning with a list. You know the kind. The kind of list that says get your act together you have LOTS to do. I made a decision that I don't care what the list says. I'll do it later. (yeah right). I wanted to bake today and I mean BAKE. I'm in the mood BUT yesterday I cleaned. REALLY cleaned and I made 4 pizza's. One for dinner, one for Dusty's lunches, and two for the freezer. I thought (or hoped) Dusty and the girls would of cleaned the kitchen (I went for a walk last night) but alas I spent the morning cleaning up last nights supper. Oh well. The day will be better. I know that. I know this because today I GET to shower. It's funny how perspectives can change. I used to shower at least once, sometimes twice a day. Now I feel lucky to get to shower. (I still do shower frequently... not that you need to know my shower schedule and all but ). I feel like I have to plan it. Plan it during nap time. Plan it so it doesn't interfere with Dusty's time slot. Plan it around laundry and dishwashers. It is a far too rare of occasion that I actually get to just stand there and use all the hot water. Motherhood.
Do you want to know my favorite song ever... well ever is extreme but it's one of my favorites to listen to... especially on the days that my kitchen isn't clean, or I feel like I'm putting out more effort than I'm getting back, or on the days that I have to cancel my shower....
It's this one.
Well maybe I'll go bake... sour cherry cake OR chocolate brownies. Tough call. Maybe I'll decide after buns....

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